At Peace (Nala/Pilate)
Jan 2, 2014 17:09:26 GMT -6
Post by rhianna4554 on Jan 2, 2014 17:09:26 GMT -6
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OOC: Hope this is okay for you ^^
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Life right now was perfect. Not only was I protected by Pilate a stallion who I trusted and cared deeply for…perhaps even loved but now I had a child also. The labour had been terrifying the memory of my past loss all too present but as soon as Pilate had arrived his soothing presence had banished the most of it. The pain had become manageable when I could focus on the warmth of his body beside me and the feel of his breath caressing my hide. It had made the rest of the labour uncomplicated when my mind was no longer fighting again my body and the natural urges to push. The result had been a healthy girl who Pilate had named after much insistence from me in the limited ways that I could…after all he was my king and our child was his firstborn. I lacked the voice also to be able to give our daughter a name. Looking at Cossette now it was hard to believe that so much time had passed since that day. She was no longer a small bundle of fur made up of mostly legs instead I found myself looking at a maturity yearling that once fragile body of hers already starting to fill out. I had tried to be a good mother to her…I tried to pour my love into every action since I could not tell her how much she meant to me. Sometimes I worried that she did not understand…that I failed to convey how important she was just like I sometimes worried that her father did not realize how deep my affections for him ran. Pilate was not with us…in fact I had not seen him during since waking up this morning but then he was probably running the borders. Still I felt his absence as always like a part of me was missing…like my soul was not whole and while having Cossette gave a welcome distraction I did not like the sensation.
OOC: Hope this is okay for you ^^