Undesired Meeting (Hud)
Oct 10, 2013 16:09:37 GMT -6
Post by rhianna4554 on Oct 10, 2013 16:09:37 GMT -6
Settling down with another had never been my intention nor had I ever desired to become part of a herd….and yet both things had come to pass. Pilate had managed to slip past the barricades all too easily and my perhaps foolish heart had let itself be claimed. He was home…he was a warmth that kept the fears at bay and had wildfire racing through my blood vessels. I had been at his mercy all too easily and instead of fleeing like I knew best I had allowed my heart to banish rationality from my mind. Now I felt the consequence of our coupling. I was pregnant undoubtedly so even though I did not portray any physical differences…my gut simply knew that I was. Did I regret my behavior? Did I truly regret the fact that I was once more with child? In truth I didn’t if anything I felt only warmth even though I doubted my mothering capabilities. With Pilate being by my side most of the time and never too far away I had been unable to dwell on the doubts but for once in a while instinct had me seeking some solitude. Solitude did not feel so much like a friend anymore but some small part of me rebelled against the idea of being completely dependent on Pilate. Then again every time I created some distance between us he always found me. Yet I had never wandered this far….I had never had any desire to wander to the very border. Especially to the border of the plains. Then again I had been so caught up in the fact that I was with child to notice where my steps were taking me, and now I was putting both me as well as my unborn child at risk. Should the lead of the plains stumble upon me and take a liking…then maybe some of my past would repeat itself. Habit has my ears flicking back nostrils flaring as I let my gaze sweep across the seemingly endless plains. Spotting nothing has my muscles unknotting a little relief raising its head as I begin to retreat. I’m only able to turn and take a step back when the sound of company has me freezing on the spot and my mind cursing.
OOC: okay so I posted in here but she isn't actually physically in the plains merely standing by the border between it and Drulan woods